I just want to say thank you to everyone who has been supporting us this past year from pre-planning in August, to our multiple fundraising events, and just encouraging us with kind words. I wish I could just take you with us to show you what has been stirring in our hearts for the Thai people but this blog will suffice. I can’t wait to catch up with old friends and students I’ve met three years ago along with the new ones I’ve yet to meet.
In the past few years God has been teaching me a lot about my selfishness. I did a lot of traveling, explored new hobbies, trying to seek happiness in new experiences but I still wanted more. He was revealing to me how I would cut off people if they were getting too close or just plain hard to deal with, so I would escape to let them solve their issues by themselves. I’ve learned that we are meant to be relational beings seeking acceptance from someone or something. I am reminded everyday of the good grace God has given me because He loves us so much that He gave His own son to be our replacement for the punishment of our sins. In 1 John 4:19 it says “We love because He first loved us.” This verse reminds me how I am deeply loved by my creator and I need to love others like that. I’m still learning everyday how to love all my friends and my family even if it’s difficult because I’ve come to realize that I, too, am hard to love.
The purpose of this mission trip is to not only teach English to the Thai people but build these friendships and relationships to show them who Jesus is. If I have not yet shared with you who Jesus is and what He has done for my life, I apologize. To me, Jesus has rescued me from my darkest, selfish, and insecure self. I always thought that I was good enough to work my way to heaven so I aimed to be the best version of myself but that quickly turned sour. It took years of growth and a mission trip to Mexico for God to reveal to me that He was all that I needed and that I didn’t need to work to be accepted by Him. God doesn’t say clean up your act and then you can become my child. He says repent and believe. God is continuing to grow me each and everyday to be more like Christ. To show love, peace patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control in my life. I pray that my team and I will be able to do so in Thailand, America, or wherever I am placed next. So follow us on our blog as we serve and love the people in Thailand in the next month and see how God is growing us.
Here is a glimpse of the greatest and my favorite love story ever told:
God existed before time began and He created this world. He created man in His own image to show intelligence and value in His creation. We were made to love God, worship God, and enjoy His creation. When God created Adam and Eve He gave them one rule “you must not eat of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil for you surely will die.” God’s enemy Satan wanted to deceive Adam and Eve so he took form of a serpent. Adam and Eve knowingly disobeyed God and immediately sin, disease, pain, suffering, and death entered the world. What is sin? Sin is what separates us from God because He is holy and perfect. Sin is the complete opposite of what God is. We are all born sinners according to Romans 3:23 “For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.” The consequence of sin is eternal death, a lifetime in hell.
With that said we need a savior. God still loves and cares for His creation so He sent His own son to live a perfect and blameless life to be an example to us. Jesus went through similar temptations and he is our hope to reconcile that perfect, pure, and holy relationship we were meant to have. Jesus did so by dying on the cross for our sins and rising again in three days. Jesus is the innocent perfect one to rescue the hopelessly guilty. In 2 Corinthians 5:21 it says, “ For our sake he made him who knew no sin to be sin so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.” God gave us hope in eternal life, a lifetime in heaven, and death is conquered because of Jesus Christ’s sacrifice.
If any part of this speaks to you, I praise God. There is hope friend, Christian brother or sister, or new reader. Pray to God admit that you need Him and ask forgiveness for whatever separates you from seeking God. In 1 John 1:9 it says, “If we confess our sins He is willing and just to forgive us from all our sins and to cleanse us from all our unrighteousness." God wants to save His creation from the sin that entered the world and for us to have a relationship with Him. It’s not about working to gain acceptance from God because Jesus did all that for us already. In Ephesians 2:8-9 it says, "For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works, so that no one may boast."
I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen: not only because I see it, but because by it I see everything else.
C. S. Lewis